It's official

Garrett is now a missionary.   He was set apart last night.   He was given a wonderful blessing by the Stake President.   There were also many family members and friends there to support him,  which was wonderful.   Of course I cried and I want to say they were all happy tears,  but deep down not all of them were happy; I am going to miss this kid and to be be honest,  two years, right now,  seems like such a long ways away.
I have heard this gets easier and there will be brighter days.   I want to believe that, I truly do.  Right now a piece feels like it is missing.  Change is hard!  I am not ready for this sort of change.  Sometimes I feel like I am not going to survive this, but I know I will and it is that knowing that I cling onto for dear life.
I truly am excited for Garrett and this adventure, his mission,  he is about to embark upon.   I am excited to see how the Lord can raise him.   I know he will refine Garrett into an even better man. 
But I will still miss this kid like crazy....everyday!