They say that it gets easier...I guess I am starting to think that. Maybe that it is not easier, you just start adjusting to a "new" life. Not that it is necessarily new, just different. Maybe you just adapt to missing the extra body that occupied the same space. But I can tell that it is getting a bit easier, emotionally. I can get through the days without crying. In fact, I made it most of this week without crying....with the exception of Tuesday! Tuesday was when Garrett left for Florida...that day was nearly as hard as Jan. 8th. But things have improved. Things are better. Maybe it is all the prayers that are said :).
But I can honestly say, things are better. I still miss him, I still cry whenever I read a letter he sends, but I can say his name and mission in the same sentence and be just fine! I still want two years to fly by though. But hey, we are nearly through January and I can say that this month has gone by fairly quickly. Let's hope the others are equally as fast if not faster!!!
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